In a year where rulers die and sales plummet, I for one seem to be growing tired of the world. As I start to recognize more red flags both on the left and right of political climates and moral standards, I seem to be growing more ill. Not really ill though, I'm just quite pissed.
I mean, I've spent 10 months with chronic stress symptoms that are nearly-impossible to regulate, and I could've prevented them when they were starting to come up but now it's gonna take a lot of work and assistance to get rid of. I've baleeted many of my social pages, my YouTube, my DeviantArt, but not my Tumblr or Newgrounds account, so there is a chance I can still post art.
In fact, I AM still posting some art! :3333
Besides, I have a different username now (Hissy sounds a little cute), and I'm more active on my Tumblr (site sucks but yknow). I also have a new DeviantArt account, the old one I had to (sadly) delete because I was being harassed by my followers for having *gasp* DIFFERENT OPINIONS?! And I didn't want to risk a ban or a suspension from the moderators, if at all. So, having to be on the internet is harder for me now because I've just gotten sick of the draconian moderation that many sites are enforcing, but I'll still be alive!
Speaking of draconian, this brings us to the avatar. Now Niko's still kyuut, my kitten avatar is still unique compared to most fursonas (he was inspired after 2channel characters), but he had to get back in his cage; nobody was there to stop him from being a hostile pussy, snarling at everybody and scratching everything in sight. So while he stays in the sanctuary, I bought a komodo dragon for a new pet: That's right, I've got a scalie avatar now, and I've kind of been intending it prior to Niko's creation.
This scalie's name is Nixxie van Snyke. He is an androgynous misanthrope (or HISSanthrope) who's quite the humorist. He is laidback, he is calm, but sometimes he can get agitated. He is very cynical, his views consisting of an equal opportunity offending fuck-all attitude, but he's also a bit ditzy at times. Nixxie has a rather skeptical or critical view of the world, and through his experiences and knowledge of society and culture, he enjoys critiquing/roasting it without any sacred cows to pick. He's just tired, really.
Now, my mind's in full speed right now and I've got not much else to say for now. Think I've already shared enough.